Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Goddamn it.

Remember last week how i was kinda stressed about the IB? Well, i just stumbled onto something that i wish i hadnt seen. Last week, he had been posting on club vibes that he was sad that his ex was gone forever and that she was the most perfect person he had ever met and would never be able to replace her.

Nice. Really fucking nice. And after posting all of that, he came over here and like a sucker i let him in and let him stay over. Is that all i am? Some sort of stupid suck who coddles him while he pines over someone else? Is that why i practically had to drag him to bed for sex and he has pushed me away every other time?

Why does this happen to me? How do i find these people? Am i being unduly harsh? I dont think so.

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